I've got to admit, lately over the summer I've been pretty much running out of ideas as to what to blog about and sometimes when I'm not even doing anything I sit there and avoid the need to blog, which even to me is almost surprising because when it comes to talking about all sorts of things, there really is no stopping me, like I could practically go on for hours if you'd find the patience to listen. I've been trying to avoid quite a lot of things and instead have resulted in to sleeping at around 3am and staying in bed for as long as possible...I used to think Clinomania was some disorder that some bored man made up while sitting in bed (which might be true), yet I've discovered that I think I may in fact have it, and if you could hear my voice right now, there'd be no exaggeration in the matter.
But is there a disorder or a possibility that I possess a phobia of actually sitting down to work? because all I've seemed to be doing is avoid every single piece of homework I have and its definitely not because I don't want to do it, but its because I've got a serious case of 'lack of motivation', which and I stand by this, is actually not even an excuse but a rather prominent and very true reason as to why many of us remain in bed or on the sofa all day. LAZINESS HAS TAKEN OVER MY BODY. My real excuse is that results day is next week (sorry for reminding you), and so therefore I must cram in every inch of fun before I quite possibly get sent away to boarding school in a far distant land, which no one has ever heard of or something of that sort. However, nothing really seem's to be working in my favour. I have the constant reminder that I only do three a-levels and so can't say 'I'm going to start my work after I decide what A-level to drop'. Some may say that the only way to not avoid something is by diving in and going for it, rip it off like a bandage, build a bridge and get over it...I could go on forever. My point is, I seem to be avoiding ways to not avoid something. Like, honestly how does that even work? I've actually resulted into making a check list of everything I have to do and for me it's kind of working (well slowly, I'm currently still sitting in bed).
I guess it's time I just avoid avoiding everything I'm either afraid of or (can't be bothered to do), like right now, I'm supposed to be tidying up my room and so I should probably go ahead and do that...I'm going...30 seconds...perhaps after this episode of suits.
Stay cool kids - Sasha x
